SHARE

So I've been feeling like life has been pretty chaotic and disorganised since my holiday and birthday and as a result I've made no actual starts on my 39 things... (aside from this being my 2nd post of 39 since my birthday).

If you know anything about me you'll know that this particular statement pretty much sums me up...

However the older and therefore wiser I become I realise that actually this isn't always a good thing (and for the love of god don't tell my mother) but sometimes I do need structure in order to function. 

So for the purposes of today's entry I shall be using the SHARE model to complete my blog / overview... SHARE model can be found here: https://siobhanmaclean.co.uk/publications/share-a-new-model-for-social-work-paperback

Okay yes it's social work related but I kinda like the model for my personal life as much as my work life...

See

• I finally watched the only American Horror Story I haven't seen, Murder House.... yes I know how do you watch all of the others and not the 1st? I have no answer for this but it's now my favourite season purely because well its most excellent and also it made me cry (which I didn't ever expect from AHS)
• I saw that I'm not the only one missing the baby boy.... A N Other felt that we needed to be reminded of his presence:

• I saw that no matter how sick the smallest person is that she can still eat / graze for England and that she also retains her inability to sleep

• I saw that I have been so indoctrinated by said smallest child that I feel the need to nurse her most hideous babies (true story Angell) even when she is taking a nap
• ALSO WHAT IS THIS? I worry that cats have their own bondage thing that I am clearly not aware of... which leads to the question about whether I should sit the family cat down to ask about his preferences:

Hear

• A certain friend who always tunes in when I least expect it but need it most posted a most excellent video about the difference between being nervous vs being excited. I actually used this for my induction day and it helped me to feel more confident. Nerves and Excitement
• I heard the absolute level of excitement that a pair of Hey Duggee Slippers can bring to a toddler...

Action:

• On Monday for the first time in my newish career I stood up in front of students and I taught for a whole day on my own, my own material, with a purpose, incorporating everything I learned from my teaching course and although I was knackered and I sweated from every pore I was pretty good at it.

Read:

• Just this which I love..
  
• And this... which is totally cheating but man did I read my own creation over and over and over and over...

Evaluate: I'm knackered, my knees hurt and I rushed my blog entry, but I'm still obsessed by Doctor Who, I still love my job and my children continue to bring me joy